When she was alive no one took her seriously, but now that she had a baby and killed herself with diet pills she's America's fucking sweetheart, a symbol of perseverence and strength. People piss me off.

Merry Christmas folks. Ladadadadadadada.
Well, it's Christmas and I can't drink, so I guess it's time to go get really really stoned.

You scored as One Intelectual Individual. You're a thinker. You see things from a very different prospective than the rest of the world, and probably find release and self-expression in music, painting, scalpting, or any other form of art. People see you as a deep person, full of knowledge that they don't understand. People are attracted to that, but there's a good chance you don't care. </td> One Intelectual Individual 75% Earth-Child 75% New Age Hippie 63% Original Hippie 50% Pothead 38% Not a Hippie 13% What type of hippie are you? created with QuizFarm.com

So my mom's friend Joyce lives in the village and she has invited me to come visit her the next time I'm in the city. She is a very cool hippie artist lady who's lived in the village forever. Since Jane and I have been talking about going out there anyway I figured (if that's okay with everyone) we could just go over and say hi. I'll call my friend Geoff, too (unless he's reading this) and see if he wants to come. Let me know.

Down in the green hay
Where monkey and bear usually lay
They woke from a stable boy's cry.

New Joanna Newsom album is crack for Cynthia, especially "Monkey and Bear."

I don't have links because I'm not as cool as Pana.

C old Milk Bottle - Mountain Goats
Y ou Each Time - Ani DiFranco
N ovember Has Come - Gorillaz
T ight Like That - Clutch
H olland, 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel
I cculus - Phish
A sleep - The Smiths


I'm still kicking myself for skipping Caleb's show last night because I was so depressed about being stupid and shy like I am. If I had just gone, it probably would have made me feel better.
Oh well, next time.

mood: blah music: Half Jack - Dresden Dolls

How % girly are you

After answering the questions, add up all the total points from each section, and then put "I am __% girly" and don't forget to tag someone! But remember to have fun~

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done
[x] During the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[x] My favorite toys as a child were Barbies
[x] My favorite color is pink or purple
[x] I did Gymnastics.
[x] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I’ll wear.
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job. (not sure how gender-specific that is)

TOTAL: 7

[ ] My hair is almost always straightened (...naturally?)
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace.com pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach.
[ ] I change my icon weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I don’t shop at Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me. (it's my watch)
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[x] I've been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don’t know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hot.
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys!
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair.
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs.
[x] Carnivals are so fun!
[x] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor. (I'm saying no because that's not the way I word it)
[x] Musicians are so hot.
[x] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL: 7

[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I cry often.
[ ] My car smells like vanilla or cherry.
[ ] My dishes get washed more than once a week.
[x] I don’t do sports.
[x] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL: 5

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot.
[x] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day. (colorless chapstick)
[ ] I wish I were a model.

TOTAL: 2

[x] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton. (so I could punch her in the face)
[ ] I have been something that was semi. (what?)
[x] I own Uggs. (they're fake)
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar. (you know I think people who pop their collars are winners)
[ ] I like to be the center of attention.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
[x] Horses are beautiful.
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[x] Cats are adorable.

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I write my own music.
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] Valentine's Day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. (I like clothes, okay?)
[ ] Hate the grunge look.
[ ] I love to read magazines.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I love to gossip.
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion. (shudder)
[ ] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best. (psh, funky aftertaste)
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] check my myspace.com everyday.
[x] I love life! (it varies)
[x] I have a lot of jewelry!
[ ] My screen name(s) have X's in them.
[ ] Either one of my myspace.com names has/had <3's or in them.
[ ]I would never want to be the opposite sex. (only during that time of the month)
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.

TOTAL: 2

I am 33% girly.

That did not kill nearly enough time. School hasn't even started yet and already I'm procrastinating my Am Stud reading. Stupid Grapes of Wrath.

EVERYBODY DO THIS NOW!!!!!!
http://www.hrc.org/voteno

I know we're gonna meet someday in the crumbled financial institutions of this land
There will be tables and chairs
There will be pony rides and dancing bears
There'll even be a band
Cause listen, after the fall
There'll be no more countries
No currencies at all.
We'll have to live on our wits
Throw away survival kits
Trade butterfly knives for adderol.
And that's not all.
There will be snacks, there will.

My brother turns 21 today, and I won't be getting home until 10:30 because of the play. I'll stay up.
Mike Breuning must have a tiny dick or something, because he spends all of his time and energy compensating. Next time I see him, I may just kick him in the balls for the hell of it.
I wish I could talk to Shelley.
I wish I could talk at all.

Yeah, the play is tonight. And cast dinner, even though we really need the time to rehearse. I don't feel ready. Nobody else does either, but we're all scared of Michelle, who has been flipping out for no reason lately.
This whole production is just not very good. I like the plays individually, but they don't really fit together, and the music during set changes doesn't fit at all. The whole thing just seems very thrown together. I don't know, it always works out in the end.

location: School mood: pissed off music: Dresden Dolls - Delilah